Sadded

Lots of feeling flooding over me right now.
At this point of time -
I feel so..
Lost
Helpless
Useless
Failure
I'm so sorry, i wish i could be there for you
when you're in trouble,
when you're feeling down
when you're crying
I want to be there to lend you my ears
I want to be there to lend you my shoulders
I want to be there to cheer you up
I want to be there to comfort you
There are so many " I want to ... "
But..
I don't know how =(
I just wish that you're alright.
That you ain't sad and ain't crying anymore
I might sound dumb here
but it's really coming from me.
I'm feeling so useless now, cos I can't be there for you
so Lost, cos i don't know how you are right now
so Helpless, cos i don't know what to do.
I'll be strong for you.
and you too.. be strong ok?
Cheer up =)

Ok, This is real bad.
NCC boys Part A - 22 ! what is this ?!
Argh..
I was actually expecting more, like more then half of this number ?
anyway, we have to do with what we have right.
so yar, they came on tuesday, and yesterday ( friday) was their second training
it was fun though
tuesday, we did some icebreaker games and of cos admin work
and today they learnt abit of basics, well, they're not bad at it
and we had a game " murderer"
had no time, so we played a round, hope they enjoyed the short game
going to find more time for them to play, at least maybe a game before we end the day.
I think i'm also going to teach them cheers and so on. I hope i can =)


Whee, today (saturday) is Yan Ling's and Caroline engagement service. haha.
Can't wait to go. lols.

AS usual, school was boring and tired, well, now maybe i'm getting interested again
i hope so =)
Argh, next week there's so many test comin up, common test and so on! argh, making me stress
and this week end, i got one thick pile of homework!
how am i going to finish ? die la

Oh yea, i talked to someone about evolution this week,
shan't mention much.
but i think i should thank that person,
for the open mind and open heart to listen.
Continue praying, so that i can talk to more people about Christ.

And, i need to go out on one of these weekends too.
going to get something =)

SURPRISE FOR YOU =)

Aiya, haven been updating cos i'm just being plain lazy that's all
i've been quite lazy these few months,
just so tired almost everyday
haha.
SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP and EAT EAT EAT
i'm so gonna grow fat soon! haha. YEAH!!
nth much to update though.
and i also duno what to update.

So yea, i think that's all for now,
i'll maybe update after the engagement service? lols.
Yeps, see you around =)

I CAN'T BE BOTHERED BY YOU.
LIKE IT OR DON'T LIKE IT - T O O B A D

Happy Chinese New Year!
Today doesn't seems like a good day at all
though it is supposed to be.

I don't know why,
But,
I just feel so stress up.
Maybe is because of school work.

I couldn't take the stress anymore

I just feel like quitting school right now

instead of wasting another year in secondary sch

and end up failing my Os

which is quite a dumb idea.

Well,

I'll just try for a few more months

if it still continues this way,

I might just drop.

I'm kinda pissed.

I heard what you've done.

Keeping quiet doesn't mean i don't know anything

I just find that you're becoming more and more like him

well, i know i can't judge you.

and most importantly, i can't change you at all .

But, as a friend, i just want to advise you.

It's alright if you don't heed it.

I think maybe you're just getting the "not so right" influence.

I might just be talking nonsense.

it's my space!

and my views too.

(On the phone..)

Alright, I'll just stop here.
And just for your info, if u don't like what i said

or i offended you.
Then...
TOO BAD !

Where's my GOLD UNIT ??
Why ?
The standard in our school has really dropped !
From Gold to Sliver !
What a disappointment.
Nice way of starting the first training today,
got scolded all the way,
well,
I should be gald that i'm in sec 5,
no more training for me!
Haha...
But,
still i want to see a GOLD UNIT in this school again !

Specially For You..

Friday faster come,

i just can't wait for friday,

hope nothing will go wrong =)

Argh, i'll be bored for the next few days,

be careful k ?
And i promise to keep the 4 instruction given by you =)
haha...

Anyway, that's all for now..
I'll continue to update later
See ya ...

Sometimes, i really want to walk up to you,
and really give you a punch in your face,
asking you to wake up.
You know what you've done,
even though the matter is over,
I really feel that i could address the matter to you.
By giving you a punch on you face.
Come on big bully, pick someone your age and gender.
I don't want to mention who you are,
but i guess you should know what you have done.
After so long, this matter still lies in my heart.
No, i don't hate you.
I dislike the way you're behaving, as if...
you are the strongest !
I've haven't say much yet, but when it comes to the limit
you'll get it...

Have been lazy to blog these few days.
Since I'm really free now, I shall take the time to blog.
Well, have been really moody these few days
I'm not really in good mood these days,
For some reason though.
Today, my day seems weird, everything doesn't feel normal.
Maybe because my phone was too quiet today.

For the past three days, we had Bible Conference
with Mike Redick from Gospel Light.
It's nice to hear a different voice speak once in awhile,
and we had youth rally today.
Mr Redick will be preaching for tomorrow again,
I just can't wait what he has in store for us.

(Gone Away for an hour or so..)

Back! Blogging again !
Yeps, I'm in a so so mood now, at least it was better now
Shan't go much into details.
Well, i hope as the days goes by, I'll get better
and forgive me for my crude comments/remarks at the beginning.

R.I.P

D.E.A.D ???